Time wakes up and changes everything, and all of a sudden we're a blur. Blended in with the mist surrounding our breath.
Days like these are those that make me feel like I wouldn't mind if everything stopped right at this very moment. Because when you're faced with something this dangerous, you're too afraid to do too much, or not anything at all. Tell me what it is that makes me want to leave things be because something this fragile can break easily. Fear Tell me what it is that makes me want to plunge into your atmosphere and forget everything but us. Desire Tell me what it is that dances to your malicious tunes, but only finds eternal bliss when the right choice is made at the right time. A Lover.
One day, I will tire of those dark goodbyes, and silent lies. I will forget the wind that caressed, the child that smiled, and the chaos that loved. I will remove the beginning and the reasons tucked underneath chances. One day, I will become what you were before you realised nothing has to change if you don't want it to.
And you will come rescue me from this inevitable darkness that does not compare to your passion.
Every now and then, you turn around thinking you'll find what you wanted every moment to lead up to. Every now and then, you run into the horizon and feel like reminders arrive way too late to prove anything at all. Every now and then, you remember what it felt like to say 'Yes' when it's time to feel happy. Every now and then, you cry. Every now and then, you feel like you just heard the best song you've ever come across. Every now and then, you forget the lyrics that kept you going once upon a time. Every now and then, you die a little inside, and wonder why it feels so cold tonight.
Tonight, you'll forget all of that and simply live.
Amazing is what you call bringing life to that heartbeat which sees what life is, and calling it your own. Amazing is what you call letting time nurture and not forget, remember and not regret. Amazing is what you call this love that drives everyone insane until you realise what this life is all about. ~ And she whispered into delicate hearts, "Don't close your eyes now. This time, we'll wait. This time, we'll survive. This time, we'll do it all purely because I tell you it's possible."
Sometimes you can go your whole life not knowing what's right in front of you. Sometimes you can be perfectly aware of what you have, and not know what to do with it.
And sometimes, you can make a million mistakes, and have a billion ways to do something about it as each second ticks by and regret begins to appear and make sardonic comments at what slowly becomes. ~
She asked herself why people do the things they do, forgive and love easily, and never return what they never saw. But she never asked herself why people let fear stop them from doing what they do, or forgiving with a heart that is too wounded to love, and close their eyes each time it's time to give.
Unanswered questions? They made her wonder is ignorance really is bliss.